Excuse me if I ramble, but that is the point of this.
My children are wonderful. Complex, difficult, stubborn but wonderful. My job is amazing. Challenging and frustrating at times, but amazing. My life - my life is a mess.
Each day I feel like I am wandering through the muck and mire - trying to figure out what my purpose is. It's never enough - I try so hard to be everything for everyone and I always feel like I'm failing.
It's time for me to try to be everything for ME. I may be selfish or I may just be lucid. Not sure which yet. But here's to a brighter happier future.